Jan 29, 2008

Feeling

 

I have been having headache for two days. It is not fun.

Knowing that my mom and dad fall sick for two weeks make my heart pain.

I watched a korean love drama for the second time because it reminds me of jin.

In this 4 years, I "grow up" together with the two brothers.

I will have parental moment feeling worry when Harry is driving.

I feel relieved knowing that Yvonne has recovered and has the strength to shop with stanley today.

I smiled when Stanley approached me for bible study.

I am saving up to buy the next Jay Chou concert ticket for Andy.

My heart is sad when Kelvin has stop attending services for a long period of time.

It is fun to see Angela asking questions and it is a challenge to answer them. ;)

I feel very annoyed when kid pretend to be like adult.

Altona is single. To My girl friends, HE IS available. HAHAHAHAHA.

I always want to be there for her.

My heart is dissapointed when I have misexpection on some people.

There is still some lustful desire in me to slap someone. keke. ok maybe not.

I pray that they will move on and come back to God.

 

Writing all these feelings down is not easy. Heart is getting painful.

Hungry, and waiting for my lunch.......

Jan 27, 2008

too fast too furious

The weekend has been great. It is 10:53pm now and I am finally home. Finally. ;)

I was checking out the blogs that I read frequently. But there was no updates... Maybe everyone is busy. Haha. good sign. OK.

Signing off.

Thank you for reading this entry.

Jan 25, 2008

BONUS question

What are the thing(s) you wish to receive from Laverne in 2008?

TGIF Again

Haha. Have fun. :)

Someone laughed very very loud in the house yesterday night.

Jan 23, 2008

Merry Thaipusam!

What did you do on a public holiday?

Jan 21, 2008

The Boyfriend Story


The boyfriend has expensive taste for gift.

Jan 20, 2008

Haarrrrrrrrr??

The consultant fee is RM45.00 (not claimable).

I heard a "tick" sound on my ankle...Not sure if it should be like that..

The master recognized that I wear heels.

The Chinese medicine on the ankle is quite smelly.

And there is a list of prohibited food...errrrm... I pray that it won't really affect much because I can't keep track of the things I eat...

But..

I am advised not to wear heels for at least two weeks for it to heal.

Hmm..

2 weeks. I think I can do it lar.

Jan 18, 2008

What I've Learnt This Week


1. I've learnt to be nice nicer.
2. I've learnt to work with people.
3. I've learnt to be grateful.
4. I've learnt to be wake up earlier.
5. I've learnt to enjoy people.
6. I've learnt to remember my friends.
7. I've learnt to joke with friends.
8. I've learnt to find value in people.
9. I've learnt many many chinese songs...
10. I've learnt to look at road sign boards...
11. I've learnt to think more.
12. I've learnt to listen.

and the list goes on...

I came across a blog that talk about listing. And I think I quite like the idea...
This has been a fast and tiring week. Physically and also spiritually stretched. It came to the max today after went through almost 10 hours straight of meeting and at the final 30 minutes. I got a little cranky. I just feel ANNOYED. I don't like to be pushed around. I HATE to be a mere messenger. I am not a tool. I dislike myself being "used" and the question popped up in my mind.

WHAT AM I DOING OH?

I couldn't concentrate on the things the vendor said. I guess I am really really annoyed.

But we had fun in cell group. ;)

I was not looking forward towards the meeting initially but God came to us. I learnt many things from these wonderful people. Everyone is a leader somehow. I learn from my members. I learn from their value. I learn from their effort. I learn from their determination. I learn from their passion. I learn from their problems. I learn from their situation.

God is good. God is good.

I am tired. But I so want to blog this because I know after my shower I wouldn't bother to write anything about it.

The thing to keep me to switch on the computer before I blog about this was to see that my pressie has arrived.

nyAHAHAHA.

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I love the gift and the giver.

Jan 17, 2008

Without You by Brooke Fraser

A love song for you



"Without You"

The sky opens up over me and you
And you don't seem to mind that we're soaked through
You kiss me in the rain, I forget what I'm moaning about
And I know I wouldn't be the same without you

I wouldn't be the same without you
I wouldn't be the same without you

I laugh at my own jokes and what I deem to be clever with
And you don't seem to mind that I'm so stupid
You kiss me once again, I forget what I'm babbling about
And I know I wouldn't be the same without you

I couldn't replicate your touch or love anyone again this much
But I wouldn't be the same without you

I wouldn't be the same
I wouldn't be the same
I wouldn't be the same without you
Without you
Without you
Without you

If I Am Not A Christian

The first thing I will do is:

1. Take a day off
2. Go to Midvalley
3. Enter TOPSHOP
4. Take every single shirt (of all the colors but not my size)
5. Intentionally just to get that particular retail consultant whom irritated me on Monday night, to serve. To get the size that I wanted.
6. Did I say I will try one piece by one piece and get her to serve me with the right size?
7. Say thank you to her politely for her wonderful service.

* Must ensure that she is not having her off day on that day.

But once a Christian, forever a Christian.

Honey, I miss you lar.

Jan 15, 2008

My Inspiration

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Cheer, 陳綺貞 -I love her style. Her songs, her expression of music, and she looks attractive with guitar and dress. She has been my inspiration since her first album...

五月天 / 陈绮贞 - 私奔到月球 -
I heard about this song from Mayday's latest album. Enjoy this lovely song by both my favourite chinese musicians+songwriters.


cheer3cheer2cheer1

Jan 14, 2008

the truth is

SMS me I'm not around.You can’t have time for everything. But you must have time for what’s matter to you." kacheek87@hotmail.com

God must have been here.

At the pit of the hour, I heard the altar call that Pastor Kong was playing on the blog. Every single melody, every single cry of the heart, every word of God has touched my heart.

It is true that...

Only the closest person can see your dreams the way you dreamnt.
Only the closest person can see the way you see challenges.
Only the closest person can share the joy of your victory.
Only the closest person can tolerate your weaknesses.
Only the cloest person can understand your situation.
Only the closest person can reach your heart.
Only the closest person can feel your heartbeat.
Only the closest person can help you to know God is real.
Only the closest person can help you realize the value of love.

It is a matter of choice. Where we want to put our trust in.

It is my prayer that my closests ones will choose to echo the prayer with me in the altar call.

牛仔很忙



呜啦啦啦火车笛 随着奔腾的马蹄
wu la la la huo che di sui zhe ben chi de ma ti
Wulalala goes the train's whistle, in symphony with the galloping of the horse's hooves.
小妹妹吹着口琴 夕阳下美了剪影
xiao mei mei chui zhe kou qin xi yang xia mei le jian ying
The little girl blows the harmonica, forming a beautiful silhouette in the setting sun.
我用子弹写日记 介绍完了风景
wo yong zi dan xie ri ji jie shao wan le feng jing
I use bullets to write my diary; now that I've finished introducing the scenery,
接下来换介绍我自己
jie xia lai huan jie shao wo zi ji
It is time for my self-introduction.

我虽然是个牛仔 在酒吧只点牛奶
wo sui ran shi ge niu zai zai jiu ba zhi dian niu nai
Although I am I cowboy, I only order milk at the bar.
为什么不喝啤酒 因为啤酒伤身体
wei shen me bu he pi jiu yin wei pi jiu shang shen ti
Why not drink beer? Because beer harms the body.
很多人不长眼睛 嚣张都靠武器
hen duo ren bu zhang yan jing xiao zhang dou kao wu qi
Many people are sightless, their arrogance stems entirely from their weapons.
赤手空拳就缩成蚂蚁
chi shou kong quan jiu suo cheng ma yi
When they are bare-handed and have to fight with their empty fists, their demeanour shrinks to that of an ant.

不用麻烦了 不用麻烦了
bu yong ma fan le bu yong ma fan le
Don't bother, don't bother,
不用麻烦不用麻烦了 不用麻烦了
bu yong ma fan le bu yong ma fan le bu yong ma fan le
Don't bother, don't bother, don't bother.
你们一起上 我在赶时间
ni men yi qi shang wo zai gan shi jian
You can all charge at me together, I'm rushing for time.
每天决斗观众都累了 英雄也累了
mei tian jue dou guan zhong dou lei le ying xiong ye lei le
Daily duels have bored the viewers, and the hero is tired too.
不用麻烦了 不用麻烦了
bu yong ma fan le bu yong ma fan le
Don't bother, don't bother,
副歌不长你们有几个 一起上好了
fu ge bu chang ni men you ji ge yi qi shang hao le
The chorus is not long, no matter how many of you there are, just come at me together.
正义呼唤我 美女需要我 牛仔很忙的
zheng yi hu huan wo mei nv xu yao wo niu zai hen mang de
Justice beckons and the beautiful ladies need me - a cowboy is very busy!

心爱ㄟ走去叨位 挖耐ㄟ拢没看到你
(心爱的跑去哪里 我怎么都没看你)
Beloved, where did you go? Why didn't I see you?

我啦啦啦骑毛驴 因为马跨不上去
wo la la la qi mao lv yin wei ma kua bu shang qu
I am riding a donkey, because the horse is too tall for me to mount.
洗澡都洗泡泡浴 因为可以玩玩具
xi zao dou xi pao pao yu yin wei ke yi wan wan ju
All my baths are bubble baths, because I can play with toys.
我有颗善良的心 都只穿假牛皮
wo you ke shan liang de xin dou zhi chuan jia niu pi
I have a kind heart, and wear only imitation leather.
喔跌倒时尽量不压草皮
wo die dao shi jin liang bu ya cao pi
Oh when I fall, I try not to crush the grass.

枪口它没长眼睛 我曾经答应上帝
qiang kou ta mei zhang yan jing wo ceng jing da ying shang di
The muzzle of the guns do not have eyes, and hence I once promised God,
除非是万不得已 我尽量射橡皮筋
chu fei shi wan bu de yi wo jin liang she xiang pi jing
That unless I am left with no choice, I'd try to shoot rubber bands instead.
老板先来杯奶昔
lao ban xian lai bei nai xi
Boss, give me a cup of milkshake.
要逃命前请你 顺便喂喂我那只小毛驴
yao tao ming qian qing ni shun bian wei wei wo na zhi xiao mao lv
Before escaping for your life, please feed my little donkey if it is convenient.

不用麻烦了 不用麻烦了
bu yong ma fan le bu yong ma fan le
Don't bother, don't bother,
不用麻烦不用麻烦了 不用麻烦了
bu yong ma fan le bu yong ma fan le bu yong ma fan le
Don't bother, don't bother, don't bother.
你们一起上 我在赶时间
ni men yi qi shang wo zai gan shi jian
You can all charge at me together, I'm rushing for time.
每天决斗观众都累了 英雄也累了
mei tian jue dou guan zhong dou lei le ying xiong ye lei le
Daily duels have bored the viewers, and the hero is tired too.
不用麻烦了 不用麻烦了
bu yong ma fan le bu yong ma fan le
Don't bother, don't bother,
副歌不长你们有几个 一起上好了
fu ge bu chang ni men you ji ge yi qi shang hao le
The chorus is not long, no matter how many of you there are, just come at me together.
正义呼唤我 美女需要我 牛仔很忙的
zheng yi hu huan wo mei nv xu yao wo niu zai hen mang de
Justice beckons and the beautiful ladies need me - a cowboy is very busy

Jan 13, 2008

no reply

Tired.

Speechless.

Jan 11, 2008

As I look back

My heart was unsettled. I was worried. Time is ticking and I was late. I was imagining them feeling lost as they couldn't find me. I rehearsed the things I wanted to say in my head and I was prepared to apologize.

But I didn't manage to tell them I am sorry.

I almost forgot how disappointed I was the moment I walked out from the room and I only saw one person standing there waiting for me. I couldn't control my emotions but I manage to keep myself silent without a word.

Where were the rest?

"They were in a hurry."

I thought some of them might have just forgot what I've said earlier.

I thought some of them might think the things I said are NOT important at all.

I thought some of them might be ignorant enough to go against what I've asked.

Whatever it is... I think I am ready to let it go.

I was thinking hard on how to communicate this feeling to them. I thought this may be important to them.

...

Maybe not? I don't know.

I really don't know.

I appreciate the least of the thing the person did.

Thank you for waiting for me.

Thank you for remembering what I've said.

Coming Up Next!


Jan
11 Fri 2000 E20 Cell Group
12 Sat TBC California here we go!
13 Sun 1000 CHC Service
13 Sun 1330 E13 Cell Group
13 Sun 1515 FF1 with Chris & Angela

...

23 Wed 2100 Coleen singing @ The Attic

Jan 10, 2008

Things that I do when you are not around

1. I woke up early feeling hungry. My attempt to cook breakfast failed when Greg and Jenn woke up during breakfast making in progress and there we went to KL (Yes KL) to eat breakfast.

nyaHAHa.

2. Then we went home and I started to pack/unpack and did some laundry. Posted up photos and wrote an entry earlier...

3. You called. We talked.

4. MSN and kacau-ed Patz to make her jealous because she needs to work today because Singapore doesn't celebrate Awal Muharam while I am off to bed soon.

NyahahhAHAHA.

5. I woke up again and went to get my monthly hair cut and eye brow trimming. Brought Kelly and apparently I see light and smile from her face after she got her hair trimmed. What a magic hand or scissor. I think my hair stylist should thank me for bringing in customerssssssss.

6. Got my eye brow trimmed and was served by a different person. She tried to promote her products and I gave her a blank-you-please-shut-up-I-am-not-interested-at-all face when she commented my face is dry.

7. Went to the bank to withdraw cash to deposit it into the the yellow bank because I am so afraid that of interest charges (as my goal this year is Zero the Hero - interest free installment, interest free charges from the bank). UNFORTUNATELY, as I stepped into the yellow bank, all the cash deposit machine is out of service. Oh I tell you I feel so star star hash hash moon moon about it.

8. We bought the tao-fu-fah for the first time in so many years.

9. Had dinner with Kelly.

10. Had dinner with Greg and Jenn.

NYAHAHAHAHHAHAAaaaaa.

11. Preparing for cell groups sermons and worship.

12. Packing and leaving to Kelly's place.

13. I will tarry for 30 more days.

Honey is missing...

 

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The thought of missing you

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The day you went away, I was in the heart of the City...

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That's how I feel...

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Dear, Andy was wrong! They patched it back.
Haha.
Andy you got my MMS?

Jan 9, 2008

Indeed, Google Is My Friend

I was checking out CCKL and from the search results I saw this!

Walaoeh, seriously for the few seconds I feel so proud of my church. Aha! I still remember how pastor told us that he wants City Harvest to be like a landmark.

You don't know where is Sunway Pyramid? No.
You know where is City Harvest Church? YAaaa!
Neh Sunway Pyramid is nearby City Harvest Church lorr..

Still feeling proud of the church.


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Jan 8, 2008

He's leaving on a jet plane...

 

so sad la.

thanks to kelly to drive me to work.

else i got to crawwwwwwwwwwwwwl to office everyday.

meow.

love sick.

home sick.

but then i'm a strong person whowhowho!

It is just day 1.

Jan 7, 2008

ahem

gf: Honey, I will email you the photo and the product code for your reference in US.
bf: Send it to my phone. It is easier and faster for me when I'm shopping...

bf: Do you want me to get you a gift here or US?
gf: BOTH!

bf: Why is there so many Chuck and Larry?
gf: Maybe it is easier not to be a real man.

gf: Dear, actually, I am not a diamond person (at least not yet).
bf: I AM SO PROUD OF YOU! (...)

Happy 1 year anniversary. Great year knowing and loving you.



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    Jan 4, 2008

    Beyond


    HAPPY NEW YEAR! Btw if you got my sms very late in the evening it is because I only sent it after I crossed the border using my NEW handphone. HAHA!

    I've been enjoying reading blogs and blogs on how they say goodbye to 2007 and welcome 2008. Remembering tough lessons and good moments has definitely put a smile on their face...

    2007 - this journey has been amazingly wonderful to me. I've "gained" so much and as I looked back, I know that God is good. God is good. He is good.

    :: 29/12/2007 ::

    0600. The journey begun. Jin and Andy took turns to drive and we girls chill. It is great to have more guys (who can read maps) when you travel...Haha I so love you all! :)

    We called Pat when we reached the parking area and she was very surprised that we arrive that early. 3 dozens of JCo donuts were delivered on her doorstep. Uncle was at home when we arrived and he couldn't seem to recognize Andy and Sharon (whom visited last weekend) because he thought we are another batch of friends who visit Pat again... Uncle is quite canggih also. I was talking to him and guess what, he was reading e-newspaper from zaobao.com, etc, etc. Amazing! And he said that it is good to read newspaper online because he can read whenever he wants it and he can read more than one newspaper and it is free...lol

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    Jin & I @ Vivo

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    Sharon & Laverne

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    Sharon, Patricia, Laverne

    Sharon's appointment was at 2pm and so we went to Vivo! We took Tim's advice to park our car in Harbourfront because it is only SGD2.04 per entry. NYAhaha. My dear bought A LOT of things lor. And we got ourselves new phone! I also got jin a pair of earphone. We went back to the watch shop where we bought our watch from and the sales consultant actually recognized me. We also got Jin's mom a nice big watch. Hope she'll love it!

    Weekend service @ Expo Hall 8 - 5 of us. We went churching. Pastor Tan' sermon was so gooooooooooooooooood! And after service we manage to catch up with Altona and Reagan. Thank you altona for your gift. Saya amat suka baju itu lah. After service, we plan to go home and cook. Pat so wanted to cook the cheese tofu but then she decided to cook spaghetti for all of us. But then, we are too tired and too hungry and so we decided to eat MOS burger! *HAPPY*. Jin had 2 burgers. And he was still hungry.

    Tired. I was told that I was the first person fall asleep and...

    :: 30/12/2007 :: Sun

    I was the last person to wake up.

    It was my suggestion to have a home cook breakfast before going out the next day. But we ended up having our gentleman to cook for us. Proudly present to you chef ndc and chef jin.

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    ndc

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    jin

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    Food is on the table...

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    And the pigs are are ready to FEAST!!

    "If Change Is Necessary,
    Not To Change Is Destructive"

    It was a lovely breakfast. We talked, we laughed. we prayed (very hard for the food, sauce, etc) and we preached to each other. It was amazing to have the food and the word of god on the table. I love it so much! What is more blessed than spending time with great friends.

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    Getting ready to go out!

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    Old friend

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    Boyfriend

    Andy and Sharon had decided to go back KL today. We went to Orchard and I only manage to spend 10 dollars in Far East. UNBELIEVABLE. I almost broke my leg after spending about 5 hours walking the malls. We met Joyce and Pei Shan in the evening and finally I got some harvest from Marina Square. Thank you Alan for hoping to see us. Haha. Thank God for adorable friends. It was a good time to catch up with them. We talked and thanks to Pei Shan for trying a hot dress for Jin's mom. We went back home and I was like a kid showing Pat one by one the things I bought.

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    Pat and I @ Taka

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    Our first photo with Christmas tree this year...

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    Us @ Orchard

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    People queuing to go THE SHOP

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    The people

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    Pei Shan, Laverne & Joyce @ City Hall

    As I was looking back the photo albums and found out that we actually celebrate new year last year together with joyce and alan. And this year we are celebrating it together again.

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    Joyce and myself @ KL - 2006/2007

    :: 31/12/2007 ::

    Another Shoping Day - Pat had to work today. I took most of her discount cards to standby just in case I may need them. I cancelled my initial plan to get sun tanned in Sentosa before meeting Erin for dinner. We had a crazy shop in Bugis and rushed back to home for an hour nap before going out again. We had mos burger for lunch. My honey is very proud of me because I actually yawn in front of ciplak diamonds. My leg muscle was aching as a result of hours and hours of shopping. I'm serious. We walked averagely 6 hours per day!

    :: 01/01/2008 ::

    Countdown in S'pore - Jin and I had a lovely dinner with Erin at the very famous coffee club. Been in SG for 1 year and 31/12/07 was my 2nd visit to coffee club. I so love my sinful carbonara. It was very yummy. We had a good talk. I hope she won't mind because I think Erin is so funny lar.

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    Trying out dresses...

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    MUA

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    Erin & I @ Harbourfront

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    Countdown

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    @ Singapore 2007/2008

    We had a quick shopping in Harbourfront and vivo. I'm in the mood for dress and skirts, because wearing jeans is not so comfortable after my weight gain. Hmm. OK then we went for coffee in vivo. People are EVERYWHERE in vivo. EVERYONE is waiting for the 10-sec event. So were we. And it was a very kiasu-countdown. About 5 minutes after 12 midnight, EVERYONE started to walk/run/walk very fast/run very fast towards the parking and MRT.

    We didn't drive so we got to join the fun of one hour plus MRT ride. Walking back home with honey during midnight in Singapore is quite a romantic thing. It was about 2AM when we reach home. My dear friend was outside partying. And she gave Jin a fright when the next day Jin saw someone lying on the sofa in the living room. Haha... We did another light shopping with a little bit of walking around Bugis area. Jin got himself a pair for stylo milo white shoes. Woohoo! And then we headed home to meet Pat and ready to head back KL. We had our Mos burger again for lunch!

    I received an SMS from my boss saying that HR had already issued the letter on bonus and I should be receiving mine the next day. God is so good on the first day of the year! I'm so excited.

    :: 02/01/2008 ::

    Oh I love Macy I love my boss I love my boss wife I love my boss kids I love my colleagues and I love the pantry lady. Thank you for good bonus and increment. The first day of work is fun. The second day of work is challenging. 51 weeks left for a greater journey in the marketplace! This year is not going to be just 'another' year but it is going to be awesome breakthrough for the company, for our department! That means work hard work. Amen.

    AHhhhhhhhhhhhh! Happy. I pray that this year I am going to be faithful in my financial savings and also enlarge my giving capacity. I pray that little dream that I saw will come to past this year.

    :: 03/01/2008 ::

    Finally. This entry is coming to an end. I'm taking leave tomorrow to run some errands. And also to go for blood test. I am nervous. We are going to the hospital where Jin was working and that means I have to be very nice in front of his colleagues. I must promise myself that I won't scream or yelled at the nurse or doctor...

    Signed off.

    Jan 2, 2008

    Happy Holidays




    We're back!

    I enjoyed my unpacking session.
    Both of us got our new toy *Ahem*
    Happy holidays. Happy 2007. Happy 2008.

    Jan 1, 2008

    Hot Dates

     

    January 07 *ahem* 08 Jin leaving to US :( 10 PH 22 Charis
    february 21. mom
    march 17 joyce
    april 16 daddy
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    june 07 jin
    july 04 gillian 23 patricia
    august
    september
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    november 01 jenn 02 daniel 08 sally
    december 03 greg 07 laverne

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