Dec 12, 2006

the prayer

I pray you’ll be our eyes
And watch us where we go
And help us to be wise
In times when we don’t know

Let this be our prayer
As we go our way
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
To a place where we’ll be safe
La luce che to dai
I pray we’ll find your light
Nel cuore restero
And hold it in our hearts
A ricordarchi che
When stars go out each night
L’eterna stella sei
Nella mia preghiera
Let this be our prayer
Quanta fede c’e
When shadows fill our day
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we’ll be safe.

Sognamo un mondo senza piu violenza
Un mondo di giustizia e di speranza
Ognuno dia la mano al suo vicino
Simbolo di pace e di fraternita
La forza che ci daiWe ask that life be kind
E’il desiderio che
And watch us from above
Ognuno trovi amore

We hope each soul will find
Intorno e dentro a se
Another soul to love
Let this be our prayer
Let this be our prayer
Just like every child
Just like every child
Needs to find a place,
Guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we’ll be safe
E la fede cheHai acceso in noi
Sento che ci salvera

Monday Blue...

First alarm rang at 7.30 a.m. I opened my left eye and look through the window from my bed. Beautiful.
The reminder to pass Daniel the spray rang at 9.00 a.m. You know how pig I can be. keke.

The journey started. Dressed up. Made up. Checklist: SKIN voucher, passport, student pass, Mr. S + 11 = $; there we go.

Crossover to JB.

Very hot. Very scary. I withdrew money. brader cheat me. less RM100 in my account. Something wrong with Gil's ATM card. So we kelam-kabut look here see there; oh yah, and very hungry too. Got into City Square building ASAP.

We went to the yellow bank and seek for consultation. Met one farney guy. Situtation we can expect (as usual) in our country. BUT! Thank God....

Then went to buy telephone reload card. I bought the wrong top-up card. *aiyak* But the retail assistant is very nice to exchange with the right one. Thank God again.

OK, food.

Finally got ourselves to Wong KoK Char Chan Teng (WKCCT). I googled WKCCT trying to see if there is any official website of WKCCT. And I found out many malaysians blog about their visit to WKCCT, just like what I am doing now.. Anyway, we had very sinful lunch. I ordered two dishes; only ate half of them. Tapao one of them, but left it in McD later.. hi hi hi. Then, the mission was about to start.

Now, shoes. No. I mean... SHOESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSsssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.

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We went to SUMMIT and I almost went crazy. shoes shoes shoes and shoes.
Gil got one pair of her wedding shoes. I got...three.

hehe, happy o.

Went back to SG, reached Orchard around 6.30. Our sound crew buddies had already set up the place for us! HAha!

Uncle bulat reached, later.

This is the first time I see my friend sing and dance.
This is the first time I see my friend shout and ROCKKKKKkkkkkkkk the song.
Ths is the first time I see my friend deeply soak in the presence of Sammi's cantonese songs..
This is the first time I see my friend sing like aaron kwok.

Everybody laughed.

I sang few of my fav. songs.

Oh! I sang one english song (the only one that I know and I found in the song list) to uncle.

I'm going to miss you guys lar: alan alan joyce peishan. ;)

Then we cabut to Jalan kayu. Heard that it is famous for the PRATA.

We ordered two plates of kangkung belacan, mee pataya pedas sikit sikit, mee goreng pedas habis habis, teh-pengs, coconut and roti john. Opps, where the prata??

PEDAS di stomach, SEDAP di hati.

We had a nice dinner and fellowship. It is very rare to feel like we're not in Singapore...Then, we were lost on our way home. But we enjoy the house-seeing moments.

Uncle shared a lot on jakarta's stories, mommy shared a lot on india's stories. I listen.

Oh, before dinner, we walked over to cold storage in TAKA to buy glutinos rice ball. Altona will eat 15. Gillian will eat 15. keke.

Good night.

:)

Dec 7, 2006

Dec 5, 2006

pack pack, got to go

2006.12.18 Leaving Sg, Heading Kl
2006.12.17 Graduation service, 10am @ Expo Hall 8
2006.12.16 Pei Shan a.k.a. Charis' baptism; Parents+Jin arriving, SVC1
2006.12.13 Lunch with Pst. Audrey

2006.12.11 ICA Student Pass Cancelation
2006.12.10 HCGL Class @ 1300; Thanksgiving?!?!
2006.12.09 Pei Shan a.k.a. Charis' baptism*, Graduation Rehearsal
2006.12.07 Makan with the Superheroess

2006.12.06 Lunch with Pst. Audrey, Dinner with Pat
2006.12.05 Sing Sing Sing
2006.12.04 Sakura Sakura di SingaPura

2006.12.03 SOT Graduation dinner with Pastor Kong

Dec 1, 2006

-17

Two more Sundays @ Expo Hall 8.

Bible school is ending soon. very soon. These past few months have been really - transforming and meaningful. I can consider year 2006 as another milestone of my life. Where I learn to obey, to let go, to forgive, to trust, to give, to endure, to love, to know God.

I'm very tired now...Sorry to say, I think a lot, and I don't know where to start. $#&*^$&#*

tbc ok?

Nov 28, 2006

In your hand...again haha

Have your way in me
With all my heart I'll go
I live to worship you
Only you Jesus, my all


You're my only one desire
I'll walk with you My God
I live to worship you
Only you Jesus, my all

Oh I want to be in your way
Oh I want to be in your way

Jesus, You are the way
The hope I can put my trust
All of my days are in your hand
Jesus, You have my heart
Pleasing you always, I give
All my life is in your hand
In your hand

18 more days...

好朋友的距离

我说,男女之间,很难有好朋友。

上德说,好朋友,是有距离的。

真的。好朋友,是有距离的。

我和GILLIAN之间,再好,多爱她,是有距离的。

这段日子,原来是我钻牛角尖。

我想太多了。

我要求太多了。

我忘了爱是简单。

对不起,我踏过了好朋友的距离。

真的。好朋友,是有距离的。

我会珍惜这一段距离。

;)


Nov 27, 2006

sun*day

Everything is in His Hands...

I woke up feeling a pain on my chest. It was quite sunny before noon. The house is empty and quiet. I am hungry and lazy.

It started to rain around 2pm. And I started to pray. He says everything is in His hands. Feeling His presence make me feel warm in my heart. So...it is OK without beef noodle during rainy days. Because I have Jesus in my heart...

When can I step into my destiny? Everything is in His hands. What about feeling a heartbreak? Everything is in His Hands. What about confusions and things I don't understand? Everything is in His hands. What about many impossibilities and insecurities? Everything is in His hands. What about the hope of gain and fear of lost? Everything is in His hands. What will other think of me? Everything is in His hands.

One question that I have been asking Jesus for two weeks, finally, He gave Himself as answer to me. When He comes back, I want to give Him my sweetest smile. Many things I couldn't utter with my words and flesh, all I could do is crying out to the One who cares. My parakletos. I felt He is taking me higher. Seeing beyond my sight. He gave me a heartfelt prayer for the people need the glimpse of light in their heart. More than pain, more than compassion. It is love. His love. His world. His heart.

I was told that Godwin and Alice got engaged. Thank God for all that He has done for me in these 2-3 years. These two weeks were really a time for preparation for me. The Word of God kept reassuring my life is always in His plan. And all I got to do is to trust and put my security in Jesus alone. Well said and it sounds beautiful too. But when reality struck, I learn that... all I got to do is to give Him every part of my heart. Come to Jesus with a heartbreak, and He will led you to a breakthrough. What pastor said was right, some things in life just got to die. This is a good milestone and indication of a brand new start for me.

Some things in life just got to die. I have done what I could.

Rock on Jesus!

--
In Your Hand
Monday, November 27, 2006.
2:46PM

Who can guarantee eternity?
Who can give a love that last forever?
Who can make this world out of nothing?
Only you Jesus, my all.

Whatever it takes for me to run this race
I will go ''cause with You I can
Closer to you, everyday I pray
I was lost but now I'm found in Your presence

All I want is to be in your way
All I want is to be in your way

Jesus, You are the way
The hope I can put my trust
All of my days is in your hand
Jesus, You have my heart
Pleasing you always, I give
All my life is in your hand
In your hand


Nov 25, 2006

trying to remember...

gillian: u ok?

peishan: u ok?

alan: y u so fierce o

alan: -_-''

joyce: go lor...

heng: thank you thank you...

shangde: 天气好吗?

daniel: where are you?

altona: u ok or not?

aishan: 这样也好。。。

dennis: u ok?

debbie: i like u...

guorong: are you a person with a lot of thoughts huh?

guoliang: doing what?

Nov 24, 2006

only, if?


he asked me to stop missing him
he wants me to be happy
he said i wanted too much
he thinks i am just like the rest

please don't look at how they will see
please don't think of what they said
please don't worry if i will think the same
please don't say i didn't care

i thought it takes nothing to step out
i believe in pursuing love and freedom
i pray that you find yourself secured in his grace
i hope to see you soaring high


没。有。

再美的花,也会凋谢。
过期的牛奶,变得SOUR。
褪色的T恤,我不穿了。
缺氧的爱情,怎样持续?

再大的海,也有尽头。
再小的缺陷,有人晓得。
再笨的男人,有有人要。
再狠的女人,也有人爱。

多美丽的婚礼,也有眼泪。
多浪漫的爱情,也有欺诈。
多完全的梦想,也有叹息。
多真诚的友情,也有隐瞒。

有没有无尽的自由?
有没有简单的爱?
有没有完全的美?
有没有你?有没有我?有没有他?

Nov 23, 2006

孤单心事/蓝又时

下在我窗前,玻璃也在流眼泪
这声的人都看起来,比我幸福一点
人寂寞来自夜,还是最想要你陪
从一起走过的夏天,我常常会梦见

我猜不到,你真正的感觉
思念写成脸上的黑眼圈
有的时候我宁愿,你对我坏一点
无法停止关上我们的永远

爱你是孤单的心事,不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵,在夜里默默的坚持
爱你是孤单的心事,多希望你对我诚实
一直爱着你,用我自己的方式

我在你的心里,有没有一点的特别
就怕你终究没发现,我还在你身边

曾经太年轻

歌曲:曾经太年轻
歌手:蓝又时
窗外风铃一直不安静风在摇晃不安的宿命我聆听你回忆经过的声音开始旅行寂寞很清醒我在靠近过去的边境有些恋人只是路过时的风景曾经太过年轻却绝对真心我给的爱始终任性不懂花开只一次的爱情曾经太过年轻泪纯真透明你的坚定我仍然还相信直到如今你说爱的那封信我一直都收藏着折叠用心让誓言干净曾经太过年轻在人海飘零那些关于我的事情总有你紧紧跟随的身影曾经太过年轻泪纯真透明你的坚定我仍然还相信

captivated

CAPTIVATED
Music and lyrics by Sidney M.

Jesus You, You hold the world with Your unfailing love
The heavens sing Your praises from above
In Your name lips shall praise and knees shall bow

Father You, the universe exalts in who You are
The stars declare Your wonders far and wide
How majestic is Your love throughout my life

In You... I find my peace
In You... I bend my knees

You are Lord of Heaven
You shall reign in all the earth
I humbly bow before Your majesty
Now I will sing Your praises
And I will sing forevermore
I’m captivated by Your love in me

worship

Imagine by John Lennon

Imagine
Imagine there's no Heaven It's easy if you try No hell below us Above us only sky Imagine all the people Living for today Imagine there's no countries It isn't hard to do Nothing to kill or die for And no religion too Imagine all the people Living life in peace You may say that I'm a dreamer But I'm not the only one I hope someday you'll join us And the world will be as one Imagine no possessions I wonder if you can No need for greed or hunger A brotherhood of man Imagine all the people Sharing all the world You may say that I'm a dreamer But I'm not the only one I hope someday you'll join us And the world will live as one

Nov 21, 2006

how do you do?

friday

i'm going home!

today, for the first time i used the umbrella that daniel bought yesterday.
this time, it is a hot sunny afternoon.

:)

how do u do?

saturday

i think i am getting cough. it was very cold last night. i didn't have blanket. ;(

i went to the curve. i like this place. looking at the bags, shoes, earrings, make me go crazy!!

went to cathay but we ended up going to see our new house. i love the new place. next year, i am going to start swimming... wohohoho. say first...then do later mah... then greg and i went to fetch jenn and we had dinner together at shakey's @ taipan. then we went to watch movie together. i enjoy it very much. you know. this family thing. haha, although i'm not one of their family member lar...but, just love being with them again. ;)

it is good to be with family isn't it?

sunday

yo! went to service today. it was good. i was very blessed and encouraged by pastor kevin's preaching. i think i miss him. i miss the church. or maybe it is the 'home' feeling that i actually had a deep thought after listening to the sermon. he preached about how joshua kept running in purity to pursue god. many people do succeed without god. but the thing is with god, we shall surely suceed. but that is not a laziness is definintely a shortcut for success. got to keep on holding on the good things ahead, and dont hold back the bad things behind. he said, somethings in life, need to die. u know, past hurts, past relationship, glorious past, etc. move on. keep moving on. keep running. run in a way that you may obtain the reward. i simply love the definition of purity - no other mixture or substance in it.

how is sun tanning in west coast?

monday

today i feel much better. with supper and my old blanket i feel much warmer. but still couldn't sleep pretty well because got nyamuk kacau me. greg was so noisy over turning the room because he couldn't find his keys. so being a lovely sister, i woke up and i found the key. woa ha ha. then i went back to sleep. i called karwai and asked if he can send me to serdang for lunch with kf. so, being very very very nice guy, he came all the way from bukit jalil to sunway and fetch me, and then i went over to church office to call my school dean to apply for urgent leave...and then go to macy showroom in serdang. this is my first time step foot into the new rennovated showroom. it is very nice. and they have this long escalator. i like it. haha, then met sharon and kw..and kw brought me up to kf's room. we talk and we chat. and then we went to ioi resort for lunch together with michelle. it was a nice time together with them. oh yes, i guess jill is a little surprised to see me back. hmm, i really love to spend more time here with her and some friends of mine..but, with time and transport limitation, it is a bit difficult..;(

jarance came and picked me up from ioi resort. then we went to bangsar to get bus ticket. too bad the tickets for firstcoach are all fully booked. so, have to go down to pudu and get the tickets. i think i get to know him a little more today. oh when we were in mv, can't believe it we actually saw edwin again!!!! actually, today's plan is a bit screwed up lar. at first wanted to go to deb's house to finish writing the song for greg, and then tuesday will be with deb all day long. but she got to finish up with her projects in school. so. it's ok. we'll do it when i come back later. erm, we went to fetch bobo in pyramid and then went over to ss15 to pick up coffee. and then we went to taipan and had a vietnamese dinner. oh yes, i had eggplant!! YUM YUM! then we went back to ss15 because jarance said he wants to bring me to go to first station to see people sing. but later we found out there are no people singing on monday...:( so after our drinking session, haha, yes drinking session! we went to hospital.

bobo was finally 'inspired' to go back to see the doctor because her hand still look very...teruk. still swollen and the bone doesnt look 'straight' with naked eye. we wait..and we wait. we waited. and wait..and wait. and wait. yes. wait and wait. one hour. i watch cinemax on the tv. for one hour. and it is a lousy movie. weird movie. ok maybe i'm tired. so no scan was done. and doctor asked her to eat the medicine wor..so we finally reach home and lights off at 2am.

singing i wonder how...i wonder why...

tuesday

1:58pm, yo...here i am now in starbucks @ pyramid, having Tof Nut Frappucinno (something like that lar)...

i've done my packing...seriously i must admit that i am so proud of my packing this time as i only brought very little stuff compared to last time. being kiasu, i brought back loads and loads of clothes just for 2-3 days stay over the weekend. but this time, i brought back only just-enough-ngam-ngam-hou loads of cloth...putting everything inside pastor's mandarin ducki's lugagge back seems a bit funny. it's just like putting an apple inside your big LG fridge..

i got myself a simple silver color party heels from theme for rm30 only. chip chip chip.

mmm, i've been searching for black color shoes for graduation/formal wear and go to work next year. but didn't get any oh. i saw a few nice boots but...don't feel like wearing boots to work...only saw one black covered shoes in ZARA...man they are having C L E A R A N C E S A L E S. yes. that's right. clearance sales. jarance's eyes turn big big when he saw that in One U..haha. isk. now regret. should have buy that shoes..

anyway, i bought myself 4 pair of ear rings. wooo hooo hoooo! happy. :) i guess i am a little obssessed with ear-rings. and bags too. haha! and clothes too. and pants. and jeans....and shoes...bla bla bla... okok. then being friendly me, i asked the earrings sales girl if there is any shop that offers jeans alteration because the one that i always go, dah tutup. not hoping anything positive; but she told me french blues has alteration service. so i went up and meeting with these four retail assistants really made my day. ;)

* i'm not going to write the details of the entire conversation here...because...that will take about one hour.. with my half-hibernating mind...anyway, they are lovely. they are problem solver and they have a very good attitude. i'm going back to get my jeans!

it's 2.14pm...4 more hours to go. I'm meeting the choong brothers tonight for dinner and fellowship. thank god for them. and they will be sending me off at 10.30pm at bus station. i'm going to miss you guys...this is strange. while i'm four days here, i miss singapore... now when it comes to the moment leaving this place..i start missing you guys pula...talked to sally. poor her already sick then still saw dirty stuff in the hospital. get well soon *mua mua*. managed to have a tea and talk session with greg in the morning in bidara. so happy. just love him so much. every time, he will lift me up to another step of my journey of life... so cool to have this brother. maybe i should quote what he says, yes, i may have a fat and not very hensem brother, but he got a pretty wife. keke.

i'm feeling a bit hungry...what are you having for lunch?





Nov 18, 2006


i am actually doing online window shopping in a shopping mall...

padini.com

i like this!

every beat of my heart

one fine day uncle was wondering what are the international students doing since exams are over, assignments are passed up...and now is free and easy...and little niece told him...

well, they are busy getting in love with one another..

on the other hand...

some of them are going through decision making phase...

should i do this...

what if i do that...

some can't wait to go home...

some, i don't bother to know...

some, i have already start missing...


tick tick tick...

counting down..


what are you going to do in exactly one month time?

i like what Svante Rumar said...

doing what is right..that is called walk by faith.

let's start our journey of faith...in a another brand new season of our lives.


light and easy..

Hi hi,

I am now sitting in starbucks @ the Curve, having ice blended mocca... and blogging.

;)

happy.

:)

Nov 15, 2006

没-完美-了

VERSE

淡淡的遗憾 挂在你脸上

怕我不够好 你说 害怕伤害我

幸福的后面 有牺牲成全

真爱 让世界完美

PRECHORUS

D E
是握紧 是放手 还是 和平分开
D E
机会在你我的手中

CHORUS

D
只想要告诉你
E A
我珍惜每一分钟的爱
D E
我问上帝给我永远
A
不让幸福走开
D E
前面的道路有多艰难
C#m F#m
可以一步一步走出来
D E
我知道爱是等待
A
我不想让爱徘徊

Nov 14, 2006

very old-school

^ first day of exam..

^ alan & laverne

^ greg bought this for me

;)



贾立怡-感恩节

歌曲名:感恩节
专辑:感恩节
曲:贾立怡
词:小寒
编曲:陈熙
歌手:贾立怡

好久不曾回来初次见面的海边
海水依然很浅 天仍很远
不同是我笑脸
阵阵微风像你的手穿过指缝间
牵着我走向前 孤单一点但
脚印没变浅
我从任性懵懂的小孩
变成勇敢的女孩
因为你 因为雨
唤醒沉睡的爱
与其美梦中幻想等待
不如爱来得实在
参与下一秒的精彩

每个昨天爱过伤感过的情节
我都选择不要谁来重写
我不小心跌倒流血
也是动人故事的另一页
每个暖过寒冷过的季节
都为了生命的歌谱写
眼前一切我只有感谢
爱过的人才会了解
(被你爱过我才了解)

值得纪念的事像你待过的房间
收好你的诺言
一天一点已不再泪湿眼
从前任性懵懂的小孩
变成勇敢的女孩
没有你薄没有雨
爱用甚么灌溉
与其美梦中幻想等待
不如爱来得实在
记载千万种的色彩


***
christmas is coming...
献给懂得珍惜身边的人。
让爱亮起来。
把爱传下去。
感恩节快乐。
;)

心★倾

* doulos

_过

let's go!

reaching the ocean...



休息,是因为要继续下去。。。

live.love.life.

you are always here in my heart
my only refuge when my worlds falls apart
and when i find you, you are there

i miss the time where there's only you
and i was praying on my knees
whisper my love and tell (you...)

you're the only one i desire
there's no other in this world
you're the one i will follow
my heart after (you...)

i will seek you
i will live my life
in your everlasting love

calling

Don't just wait for you calling.
Start doing something.
You may start small.
By your faithfulness, God can make you grow.
If you are fitting, He can promote you.

If you are needed somewhere else, it doesn't make you smaller, but makes you more useful.

All are called, but who is chosen?
Those who responded.
-- Svante Rumar, Sweden

papa...

^ i
neeeeeeed
yoooooooooouuuuuuu.......

Nov 13, 2006

kk


^ this photo makes me miss home.

she can dance

^ fountain @ bugis






december is coming...part 2

diva @ bugis

Nov 12, 2006

sweet? ;)

honesty

honesty is the only policy.

half truth is full lie..

delayed truth...what if it's too late?

sometimes, it is just too hard to trust in men...

i rather put my confidence in something unchanging.

funny thing is, love involves risk taking.

i told gillian, that i can be 'stupid' when i am madly in love.

and i got a personal revelation, since i'm going to be dumb in love...got to find a person that worth doing that...right.

i appreciate boldness.

i love honesty.

get real.

Nov 10, 2006

Nov 9, 2006

i pray...

i pray...

for you know my needs
for you have understood my problems
for you are faithful till the end
for you never let me go

for what you've done for me
for what you've given me
for what you want me to believe
for what you call me to do

for you i can only talk to
for you can listen to the cry of my heart
for you sympathize my weakness
for you will never take away this love for me

i pray
simply because...

i know you love me

;)

december is coming...

CC40 @ YMCA (b)

CC40 @ YMCA (a)



day 2

Nov 8, 2006

everything in its time...


yesterday i felt like a princess in His court...

today i feel like Daddy's little girl...

exams... time, running out, slipping away..ticking ticking...
counting...keep on moving...

i know...

--

E V E R Y T H I N G I N I T S T I M E
Written by Corrinne May Ying Foo & Carole Bayer Sager
Copyright 2001 Corrmay Gourmet Music (ASCAP) / All About Me Music adm. by Warner Tamerlane Publishing Corp. (BMI)


Sometimes I wonder what lies ahead How long till my hunger is fed They say it's hard to make it in this part of town So many people on this merry-go-round Some folks try astrology Some turn to crystal balls To find an answer, To get through it all I just fall on my knees and I try to pray In the silence I can hear Him say The river runs and the river hides Out to the ocean and under the sky I promise you, the answer will come Hold on to patience and watch for the sign Everything in its time I often feel like I'm two steps behind Somebody must have moved that finish line There are a thousand reasons Why I should give up But I'm stubborn in the things I believe The river runs and the river hides Out to the ocean and under the sky I promise you, the answer will come Hold on to patience and watch for the sign 'cause maybe there's another plan One I still can't see A little surprise, like your love in my life Funny how time changes how we see The river runs and the river hides Out to the ocean and under the sky I promise you, the answer will come Hold on to patience and watch for the sign Everything in its time Everything in its time


salt+sugar

photo taken by ban.

Nov 6, 2006

i'm loving it...NOT!


argh. i forgot to bring my textbook. x_x'''

he who...

taken by...

^ dennis

^ laverne

^ jerome

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