hard to believe

it is hard to believe
woke up in the evening missing you
it is hard to believe
to find the only meal was burnt in the kitchen

i used to have the guitar by my side
but i hate it when it tries to steal this love away
we used to talk about music over the phone
but now we are only arguing over a 'rest'

I long for the warm embrace
I missed the moments you smiled
I tried to remember how you are appreciated
I hope to forget the promises you made

maybe love has never changed but i did?
maybe i don't love you enough i think?
maybe i want something beyond what i can receive?
maybe i fell in love with someone who doesn't exist?

who can help me to believe?