Everything is in His Hands...

I woke up feeling a pain on my chest. It was quite sunny before noon. The house is empty and quiet. I am hungry and lazy.

It started to rain around 2pm. And I started to pray. He says everything is in His hands. Feeling His presence make me feel warm in my heart. So...it is OK without beef noodle during rainy days. Because I have Jesus in my heart...

When can I step into my destiny? Everything is in His hands. What about feeling a heartbreak? Everything is in His Hands. What about confusions and things I don't understand? Everything is in His hands. What about many impossibilities and insecurities? Everything is in His hands. What about the hope of gain and fear of lost? Everything is in His hands. What will other think of me? Everything is in His hands.

One question that I have been asking Jesus for two weeks, finally, He gave Himself as answer to me. When He comes back, I want to give Him my sweetest smile. Many things I couldn't utter with my words and flesh, all I could do is crying out to the One who cares. My parakletos. I felt He is taking me higher. Seeing beyond my sight. He gave me a heartfelt prayer for the people need the glimpse of light in their heart. More than pain, more than compassion. It is love. His love. His world. His heart.

I was told that Godwin and Alice got engaged. Thank God for all that He has done for me in these 2-3 years. These two weeks were really a time for preparation for me. The Word of God kept reassuring my life is always in His plan. And all I got to do is to trust and put my security in Jesus alone. Well said and it sounds beautiful too. But when reality struck, I learn that... all I got to do is to give Him every part of my heart. Come to Jesus with a heartbreak, and He will led you to a breakthrough. What pastor said was right, some things in life just got to die. This is a good milestone and indication of a brand new start for me.

Some things in life just got to die. I have done what I could.

Rock on Jesus!

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In Your Hand
Monday, November 27, 2006.
2:46PM

Who can guarantee eternity?
Who can give a love that last forever?
Who can make this world out of nothing?
Only you Jesus, my all.

Whatever it takes for me to run this race
I will go ''cause with You I can
Closer to you, everyday I pray
I was lost but now I'm found in Your presence

All I want is to be in your way
All I want is to be in your way

Jesus, You are the way
The hope I can put my trust
All of my days is in your hand
Jesus, You have my heart
Pleasing you always, I give
All my life is in your hand
In your hand