As I look back

My heart was unsettled. I was worried. Time is ticking and I was late. I was imagining them feeling lost as they couldn't find me. I rehearsed the things I wanted to say in my head and I was prepared to apologize.

But I didn't manage to tell them I am sorry.

I almost forgot how disappointed I was the moment I walked out from the room and I only saw one person standing there waiting for me. I couldn't control my emotions but I manage to keep myself silent without a word.

Where were the rest?

"They were in a hurry."

I thought some of them might have just forgot what I've said earlier.

I thought some of them might think the things I said are NOT important at all.

I thought some of them might be ignorant enough to go against what I've asked.

Whatever it is... I think I am ready to let it go.

I was thinking hard on how to communicate this feeling to them. I thought this may be important to them.

...

Maybe not? I don't know.

I really don't know.

I appreciate the least of the thing the person did.

Thank you for waiting for me.

Thank you for remembering what I've said.

Coming Up Next!

Jan
11 Fri 2000 E20 Cell Group
12 Sat TBC California here we go!
13 Sun 1000 CHC Service
13 Sun 1330 E13 Cell Group
13 Sun 1515 FF1 with Chris & Angela

...

23 Wed 2100 Coleen singing @ The Attic

Things that I do when you are not around

1. I woke up early feeling hungry. My attempt to cook breakfast failed when Greg and Jenn woke up during breakfast making in progress and there we went to KL (Yes KL) to eat breakfast.

nyaHAHa.

2. Then we went home and I started to pack/unpack and did some laundry. Posted up photos and wrote an entry earlier...

3. You called. We talked.

4. MSN and kacau-ed Patz to make her jealous because she needs to work today because Singapore doesn't celebrate Awal Muharam while I am off to bed soon.

NyahahhAHAHA.

5. I woke up again and went to get my monthly hair cut and eye brow trimming. Brought Kelly and apparently I see light and smile from her face after she got her hair trimmed. What a magic hand or scissor. I think my hair stylist should thank me for bringing in customerssssssss.

6. Got my eye brow trimmed and was served by a different person. She tried to promote her products and I gave her a blank-you-please-shut-up-I-am-not-interested-at-all face when she commented my face is dry.

7. Went to the bank to withdraw cash to deposit it into the the yellow bank because I am so afraid that of interest charges (as my goal this year is Zero the Hero - interest free installment, interest free charges from the bank). UNFORTUNATELY, as I stepped into the yellow bank, all the cash deposit machine is out of service. Oh I tell you I feel so star star hash hash moon moon about it.

8. We bought the tao-fu-fah for the first time in so many years.

9. Had dinner with Kelly.

10. Had dinner with Greg and Jenn.

NYAHAHAHAHHAHAAaaaaa.

11. Preparing for cell groups sermons and worship.

12. Packing and leaving to Kelly's place.

13. I will tarry for 30 more days.

Honey is missing...

 

The thought of missing you

The day you went away, I was in the heart of the City...

  
That's how I feel...

Dear, Andy was wrong! They patched it back.
Haha.
Andy you got my MMS?

Indeed, Google Is My Friend

I was checking out CCKL and from the search results I saw this!

Walaoeh, seriously for the few seconds I feel so proud of my church. Aha! I still remember how pastor told us that he wants City Harvest to be like a landmark.

You don't know where is Sunway Pyramid? No.
You know where is City Harvest Church? YAaaa!
Neh Sunway Pyramid is nearby City Harvest Church lorr..

Still feeling proud of the church.

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